reflections :(
yes,yet another weekend passby again. and i guess i've to really sort out my thoughts pertaining to a lot of stuff in my current life now. big problem now is that school practically sucks (excluding those times spent with friends). i know it's high time to get my butt out of the comfort couch and start mugging. but,i just couldn't and find excuses eventually.
i got so much to do but time doesn't allow me to achieve them. lets see:

• study study study for hell lot of topics
• trg for bowling (my timing,release,momentum,speed)
• keep myself fit and toned(thats difficult)

although it seems to be tiny 3 things to do,its hell lot of work and i'm going bonkers. ultimately,they told me to be happy and it will all be over soon. but somehow,i couldn't have things i want to make me happy and i'm not sure if those things will really make me happy. shucks,its very confusing

life is just full of madness

♥ much love!

its monday tmr which means that workload starts piling up again. i wish i have a smart brain so that i can save time on stoning at questions. tried vectors just now but failed. jumped to dc circuit and manage to do one question. got tired and switched to halogen. am reading the notes now but somehow,i feel that i'm so dumb. i seem to understand the notes but when it comes to doing the questions,my mind is blank. mind you, exam dates are running near and jiaying only knows how to stare at the question paper. luckily, i manage to understand and finish my econs. i'm such a not science person and i don't know why the hell i'm doing science and all are h2 syllabus and i'm screwing them all up.
i don't want to study but i guess studying is part and parcel of our life now. i shall await my holiday that's coming soon. very soon indeed

♥ much love!

haven't been blogging but i guess i'll be updating my blog once a week since school have been pretty busy. workload seems to be heavier and being i seem to be lagging behind. thats BAD. i guess i'll have to hide myself in my room eveyday to study and stop/ do less of stoning,slacking,daydreaming and watching tv/blog hopping. its only less than 9 months to A levels so i shouldn't be procastinating alr. i shall study super hard and score well. was chatting with lisa today and we were mentioning about studies after our A's. well,in the past,i wouldn't dare to explore much but after the chat,i agree with her that exposure is important for our future. thus,studying overseas/going for attachment overseas did come into my mind. (:
anyway,it feels good to have great friends ard you to give you advices and guide you along.

♥ much love!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL(:
may the rat year bring joy,love and peace to all.
i seriously need some ranting so blogging is the best way i think.
well,the ultimate wish i want for this new year is good health for my big aunt.
apparently,although her health condition is quite stable,she hasn't been improving and her mental condition got a bit bad. big uncle has no mood and even eat bread for his reunion dinner alone. forth aunt counldn't control her emotions and breakdown at hosp just now. if faith really want to come hard on us,it's no use crying. we must be strong,if really all the bad things want to befall on us,come on, because i'm sure we can cross all these obstacles and win.
but all these unhappy things is alr in the past since it happened in the pig year. may mr rat gives us the strength and blessings.
big aunt needs support,we need blessing and i need strength
please give us the light and show us the way

♥ much love!